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Sunday, June 10, 2007

9:00 PM


I am so not happy right now. I just can't tell right now for what reason I am sad. I don't know, like would anyone even listen? I really want to talk to my friends, but I don't know if they would take it seriously - - - I was really never serious about things I always tell them. They only laugh about it, sometimes what I am telling them really means a lot to me. But I guess, since I was always funny, they thought that everything that I'm gonna tell them is funny,too.

I really wanted to tell someone about it. But to who? I have tons of people I could talk to.. but I am afraid..You know what's funnier? I don't know where I am afraid. I am just afraid to tell them what I feel.

It's hard when almost all of your friends are guys, sometimes I just don't think they would understand me. I don't know why I have less girlfriends, it sucks you know. I just hope I have that someone whom I trust like I trust my boyfriend. Something I could tell her everything. Someone I could cry and laugh with - - - hang out with. Everyone always tells me, I am lucky. Unfortunately,I am not. I have friends, but I don't have the IT friend. You know what I mean?

It's sooo hard :( I feel so sad. I wanna cry but I can't. Tears won't fall from my eyes, but my heart aches. - - - that's what I feel.. and that's more painful.


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Aisha ♥ 19 year old femme ♥ soo taken.. currently at a college school ♥ I ♥LOVE♥ my honey soo much ♥ I'm soo much VAIN ♥ I love to play online games ♥ I have a weird fascination with horror movies ♥ I am conscious about my look ♥ They say I'm a spoiled brat, well.. I try not to be.. ♥ I love popcorns ♥ I'm powerful (Scorpion, and I will rock your world) ♥ I chew ice frequently ♥ I love dark chocolate ♥ I don't like pets at all ♥ I am a certified Asian. ♥ I love Paris Hilton, I soo envy her ♥ I'm obsessed with modelling ♥ I love sleeping ♥ I hate stupid people ♥ Did I say I hate flirty girls?


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