Monday, June 25, 2007
5:03 PM
It is all about the CONFIDENCE.
Argh.. I have just lost 5lbs haha!
Anyways, I still have to lose 20lbs more.. I just hope after 2 weeks I could get a difference..
I bought this Shapeworks plus the Oolong tea.. which makes me pee like crazy haha!
Argh.. after the photoshoot last night..
I just felt like an obese.. gawd.
Why did I ate so much before anyway? argh.
Friday, June 22, 2007
5:18 PM
Damn, school is back, I thought I won't be so busy - - I guess I was wrong, I am so damn busy.. every single day.. my schedule isn't really good to start with, conflict with this,conflict with that.. arghh.. I also have 1hour break every MWF - - - which sucks..
I bought a new phone haha! I love my motorola v3x.. but i just got tired of it.. I love my Sony Ericson W710i now! muahahah! Okay, so a little update in my life right now is - - I am looking for a part time job - - any job will do, ofcoarse only decent jobs. I have one with Sis Jo, According to her I am a good spokes person.. so she asked my help to take orders of the make-ups she would be selling.. and give me extra cash for every product I sell.. HAHA! That job is great, but then again, not all girls are interested - - some maybe interested but I don't think everyone would be buying - - btw! All those make-ups that she would sell are really good (Since, most of the make-ups she would be selling are been tested by me..so I assure you.. haha..it would be soo FAB! - - I don't think I am ugly for me to sell that to you guys.. hehehehe) I am also looking forward to Starbucks,since I am interested to have a part time job there as well.. on top of that, my communication skill will also enhance.. don't you think? I am still looking for more.. do you know any part time jobs? ( Except blog2earn type of job..I really don't want to earn using the net or in front of my computer.. Actually, I really don't want to be in front of the computer that much at all)
I am soo bankrupt.. I bought something worth 2000pesos.. and up.. gawd.. I'll just tell you when I found some effects on that..
Saturday, June 16, 2007
7:46 AM
HAHA What a hiatus. I've been really busy! Argh. Busy with the kikaydiary.. the loveblog and ofcoarse school! I am so much working on my kikayblog since I really want to work with the traffic and stuffs, I tell you, It's hard to update that blog, I'm not a guru in beauty tips so I have to research more to share it with some girls, especially to those moms that have gone pregnancy and stuffs, but I am very happy to help and gave them tips and advices.. HAHA ( What makes me more happy, I don't think I would have a problem like them since I think I would already know what to do..)
I want to go to the gym,everyone is telling me how slim I got now - - well comparing from before, I did lose weight.. but I still feel fat, I even think my tummy got a little bulky.( If that's the term..)
Anyways, yesterday I went to Greenhills to buy books for school. I also went to Vmall and browsing the cellphone shops, My friend has this really cute cute phone. It has MP3, camera,has bluetooth,infrared, - - - and all those stuffs I've always wanted and it also has FITNESS ( one thing that attracts me) It can calculate how many calories you've been burning that time.. now, that's for me! HAHA! I don't like my Motorola RAZR V3x now. boooo. I want the SE w710i haha! It's not that new anymore, but I still want it, and I'm going to have it no matter what haha! KIDDING! I want that, I might swap may cellphone for that one!
School is fun.. but my schedule is sooo argh. I always have a 1 hr break.. argh.. how hassle is that? How can I go to SM with that time limit?! Every tuesday I have a 4hour break.. which allows me to go to SM - - -unfortunately my friends can't go.. since they have classes in between those time.. Argh. It's good that Art has a vacant of like.. 3 hours or so.. He told me every tuesday we could go out and go to SM if I like.. haha! Too bad, my friends can't come.. boohooo :(
Anyways, wish me luck! Later I am going to attend the Teentalk EB. It's a mini EB, for cuties joke! HAHA! I'll go shop for my stuffs.. I have to buy a new blush from BodyShop and a concealer from Nichido since, I'm having these eyebags argh.. Sometimes, I just can't sleep. hmpp!
Oh my gawd, before I forget, yesterday I went to bench fix.. for the threading of my eyebrows, swear.. I almost cried.. IT HURTS A LOT - - BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why does it always hurts to be beautiful? THAT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
7:59 PM
I love you guys. Thanks for everyone's concern about my situation. I still rather be silent about it.. Anyways, enough about that.
Yesterday is the time when I first ate Kare-Kare ( as of year 2007 ) This is the only time when I ate Kare-kare again. I love it! I've always love Kare-kare.. and it made me soo full. YUM YUM!
School starts tomorrow, unfortunately I am having insomnia.. I'm really not that excited to go to school, I am always sleepy but I can't sleep. I don't know.. maybe because I am always sleeping late this summer, that affects my daily routine, the time when should I be asleep, and the time when I should be asleep. Pimple breakouts are all over me. My face itches a lot. Blemishes and pimples are there,too.
Anyways, I would manage to work it out. What is giving me some trouble is I always want to sleep during daytime and I can't manage to sleep at night.. It's so hard.
Oh yeah. I made a kikayblog..
KIKAYBLOG CLICK HERE
KIKAYBLOG CLICK HERE
KIKAYBLOG CLICK HERE
KIKAYBLOG CLICK HERE
Oh yeah.. I want to plug my love blog. My boyfriend posted something LOL funny.
PLUG : LOVEBLOG
School's back, sleep early!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
9:00 PM
I am so not happy right now. I just can't tell right now for what reason I am sad. I don't know, like would anyone even listen? I really want to talk to my friends, but I don't know if they would take it seriously - - - I was really never serious about things I always tell them. They only laugh about it, sometimes what I am telling them really means a lot to me. But I guess, since I was always funny, they thought that everything that I'm gonna tell them is funny,too.
I really wanted to tell someone about it. But to who? I have tons of people I could talk to.. but I am afraid..You know what's funnier? I don't know where I am afraid. I am just afraid to tell them what I feel.
It's hard when almost all of your friends are guys, sometimes I just don't think they would understand me. I don't know why I have less girlfriends, it sucks you know. I just hope I have that someone whom I trust like I trust my boyfriend. Something I could tell her everything. Someone I could cry and laugh with - - - hang out with. Everyone always tells me, I am lucky. Unfortunately,I am not. I have friends, but I don't have the IT friend. You know what I mean?
It's sooo hard :( I feel so sad. I wanna cry but I can't. Tears won't fall from my eyes, but my heart aches. - - - that's what I feel.. and that's more painful.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
10:35 PM
Today, I officially made a loveblog of me and my boyfriend haha! My first post is how we have met and stuffs.. visit it! HAHA! And, if you are interested do read my first post, it's really funny. Anyways.. It's written in tagalog..
LOVEBLOG
LOVEBLOG
LOVEBLOG
LOVEBLOG
I will just plug it this time. I really don't want everyone to know what's going on with us.. though I would appreciate my friends, who care about me to read it hehehe..
I want tp re-open my kikayfairy blog, but I can't seem to find any layout for it, I love the layout Sheryl made, but it seems it has errors on the pages section, I still have to contact her.. I love the layout because it looks more professional.. - - - Well, Sheryl is really good at making wordpress themes anyway.. it's expected to be like that.
Oh my gawd. I am so sleepy..
Friday, June 8, 2007
10:39 AM
This is the first time, I'm gonna put things here... emotionally with my family. I am really not feeling well at the atmosphere in our house, it seems like my parents are in a cold shoulder.. Well, to tell you honestly, they've always been in a cold shoulder,it's been years already. They don't even sleep in the same room anymore. My mom just tells us that, my dad wants a warmer air conditioned room and my mom wants a cooler one. Yeah, with simple things like this.. they fight. I really didn't bother them about this, I was really never close to my family. Talking to them is not like me, and knowing them, even though I start to confront them about it, things would just get worst. My mom also told me that the only reason why they are together now is because of US, me and my brother. I guess things won't work out between them.
It makes me sad, this isn't want I want in a family. I may not say anything to them,but it hurts. Can't they just stay in love and care for each other? And not stay because of us, but because they love each other? Does marrying really strengthens the relationship? or simply just ends it? Because if it just destroys the couple, then I just don't want to get married.
They care about right now is money and work. That's all that matters. My dad cares more about other people than my mom. My mom hates my dad. They hate each other. They act as a robot, acting as a mom and dad to us, but really.. they never were like a mom or a dad other teenagers have..
Did you know one thing I hate about a conversation is about relationship to your parents? Everything just falls apart. I envy my friends because their parents still works it out. One of my friend even tells me that their parents sometimes go to "motel" for their privacy. Yeah.. funny right? But, I do wish my parents are sometimes like that,too.
I was sick few days ago. It started out in the car, my mom and dad keep shouting at each other - - me, doing nothing just listening to the shitty conversation. I keep sighing just for them to figure out I am pissed off. But, nothing happens. As if I am a nobody. Aren't they ashamed of their daughter listening to them? Or maybe they thought that I was already used to it because they always fight every single day.
Imagine.. EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I really don't want to rant about this anymore, not here in a blog where people would read it,but I really need to let it out. I really need.. I've always want to tell this to my friends.. but I don't think they would understand it anyway.. I was always happy when I talk to them.. so telling them something unhappy.. is just not like me..
Sigh..
Thursday, June 7, 2007
7:00 PM
Oh, my gawd. I am so freakin' lazy right now. I was just lying in the bed since morning playing with my ohh soo pink PSP.Oh, gawd I miss the days when I always work out. I want to work out but I think my body just want to rest the whole time, I really don't know if that's a good thing or maybe the other way around..
Anyhoo, I was eating a lot these past few days and it's good I didn't gain that much pound. So yeah, right now I back on my strict diet - - oh, btw I might start that tomorrow not now,haha! I bought this biscuit sticks inside the supermarket and I keep eating it nonstop and my mom gave me this Tony popcorns,too. Did you know that popcorns are just one thing I eat a lot. I can eat them on and on even though I am soo full,already. Damn I am such a pig.
Oh yeah, before I forget I bought a new school shoes from Cinderella. It's sooo cute though my mom and boyfriend found it really weird because, it's like a rectangle shape shoe. HAHA! I don't have a picture of it right now, I'll show it to you guys,next time.
I really need to earn extra money right now. Argh. Do you know any part time jobs there that I can take while I'm also attending school? I badly need it !!
Oh my gawd. The Sims2 psp game soo rock! XD
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
9:48 PM
Okay, I just can't stop myself from blogging right now, I just can't let this happening just pass by without inputing it here. Art and I had a chat. Okay, I am pissed I am always pissed. I was also worried of what feedback it is to him as of now. He tells me that he is understanding me because he knew I have PMS right now, and normally I am in a bad mood, and he already expected that.
We also opened up what we feel. I am really not happy these days. And he is not feeling that good also because we fight a lot. But then, he told me that relationships comes to this, and it is up to the couple,us, to work it all out, and that's what we are going to do.
Oh my, I am really getting so mushy all of the sudden.
What makes me sad right now is what he just told me, that he thinks I am not that happy like before.. For example when he cracks his stupid joke, I would likely ask for more of it and I would just laugh nonstop. But,lately.. whenever he cracks those jokes I end up being silent... - - Is this PMS or what he doesn't know.
We've already talked about this,too.
And I just realized, things goes so well when you talk about it. No problems. Everyone would be happy.
Okay, I am still mushy right now. Don't blame me, I mean.. - - girls do feel this once in a while..right? I love my boyfriend, I could just say no more..
5:08 PM
Like, OMG.. I am so damn scared at the moment. I had my ears pierced few weeks ago, at first it went out just fine, but lately.. It aches.. I keep complaining this to Art and my mom.. My mom told me that we'll go check to the girl who pierced my ear and ask why it has come to that.. but as the day went by, It aches soo much that I took off the earrings. ( Only the earring in my left ear,rather) Then, I saw this whitey stuffs blowing up, and some blood,too! OMG OMG. It's infected. I am so scared. I never encountered any infections with my skin my whole life, I am sooo innocent on these stuffs that I don't know what to do.. really!! I took a shower and put alcohol later.. I also talk to a beauty consultant - - okay, that is weird.. She is for beauty products not skin infections problems.. She knows a lot of things, and help me through a lot of problems in my skin that I am really willing to listen to her - - maybe that's why. Anyhoo. I have to go and see the girl who pierced my ear.
Now, I know why I am always pissed. My PMS - - suck. My boyfriend and I quarrel a lot lately, and it's just no good. We always end up being okay anyway.. but I really don't like quarrels that always occur. Oh yeah, We have a friendster account haha! VIEW OUR PROFILE! our email add is artandaisha@gmail.com
A lot of bloggers are asking me what happened to my domain. I don't want to answer it cuz it's stupid to answer that. I am pissed about it. It's okay though, I love blogspot, and I am loving it everyday!
IN SHORT STOP ASKING THE SAME QUESTIONS!!
FACT : I always get dizzy when I lose blood, even just few drops of blood makes me weak. Argh.. I don't know why..
I still have no gift to give my boyfriend, I can't think of any.. I don't wanna screw our anniversary.. OMG.. what do I do???
Monday, June 4, 2007
10:11 PM
Okay, haha this goes my real entry as of this day - - err.. night.
I was so emotional the whole day, PMS is taking control of it again, I hate it. Art and I have been talking.. Actually it was more of fighting.. I can't control of my emotions sometimes.. but the good thing is, we are okay now. I'm so excited to see him again. I've been thinking of a gift already.. a special one, I don't think I'll be giving him something expensive, but I'll give him something that will touch his heart big time! <333
We went to Edsa-Shrangilla Hotel and ate dinner there, because It's my mom's birthday! HAHA! Whoooo, lot's of food. I totally forgot the thing that I am on a diet.. haha! I ate tons of stuffs, like tons of shashimi, salmon, hakaw, fish fillets, shrimps, veggies, fruits, crepes, vanilla ice cream - - OMG I am sooo much full, superrr!! One thing is on my mind as of now - - I WILL EXERCISE TOMORROW - - -I HAVE TO!!!!
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Weeee Do you know a PS1 game, Suikoden 2? It's an RPG game, my favorite! Whoohooo! And finally it is realesed on PSP! I always end up getting the bad ending, I hate that.. HAHA Sooo.. now, I'll make sure I get the happy one. I love that game, you should try it,too. It's better than FinalFantasy haha! The story.. the fighting scenes, I just love it!
Tomorrow, I'll go back to the gym and have a back facial. HAHA! Okay, this is a really LONG ENTRY.
Those who are asking for link-exchanges.. - - - I'll fixed them tomorrow, cause I am sooo damn sleepy,sorry!
4:58 PM
Mimi Tagged Me!
Rules:
1. This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.
2. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6people to be tagged and list their names.
3. After you do that, leave them a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
Six Weird Things About Aisha! - okay.. I've done this tons of times.. but I'll do it anyways..
1. Lazy - - too much? - HAHA! Yesss... super lazy and stubborn that's me. Where can you find a person who is lazy to take a shower? And even asked for 5-10 minutes to have a shower and still won't stand up in bed?
2. Talking to myself - And I mean it! I always talk to myself even before when I was still little. I talk to myself and chat with myself as well, I don't know why.. Sometimes I still do that.. haha, now that's one thing not everybody knows.
3. Wake me up - - and you're doomed - This is funny. I really sleep a lot, and when someone waked me up or my phone suddenly rang and made me woke up in a bad mood, I just FREAKING SHOUT LIKE CRAZY! - - - Yeah.. It happens a lot of times, If not you'll notice I am fighting with you over nonsense things haha!
4. No crushie - This is weird. I don't have a crush for almost a year now.. HAHA! I don't know no guys can attract me - - well except for my boyfriend hahaha!
5. THUMBSUCKING - (from Mimi but still, I can relate) I still do this until now, but very rare than before.. I don't know I just do, even though I don't want to.
6. Nervousness = Peeing - Whenever I am nervous it makes me want to pee.. haha! Especially when I am having a recitation exam - - eeekkks!!
That's it! Okay, I just want to make it clear to everyone.. STOP ASKING QUESTIONS ABOUT MY DOMAIN. Okay? PUT COMMENTS ON THE CHATTERBOX and NOT POST NON RELATED THINGS ABOUT MY POST. THANK YOU. I hope you'd understand that some things are just good to be left unsaid.
Gahhh. I am so addicted to blogspot lately.. I'm gonna post again later! bwhahaha! XD
Sunday, June 3, 2007
9:41 PM
Today I went to Greenhills, just simply because I want to get a massage. Yeaaaaaaaah. I have a stiff neck, it's already been weeks and yet the pain doesn't go away.. and only gets worst everyday!! Soo, we went to Tropical Treatment - - damn it feels good and a little bit of painful, after the 30mins of treatment the pain slowly goes away,but then they told me to put vicks or some menthol around my neck before going to sleep because the pain will not go away just like that.. it would take some time. Imagine it only cost 175 pesos. A full body massage is only 300pesos and that's 1 hr, I think.. I'm not sure..
Today I found one funny thing. Last year my mom bought me a 6600 Nokia cellphone.. (was it last year? I don't know I can't remember) Anyways, I planned to sell that cellphone,but my mom told me she'll sell it because she has a buyer.. so yeah.. I sold it for 5,000 pesos. Just earlier, I saw that cellphone inside my mom's bag! Like- - - ohhh my gawd! She told me she's the one who bought it.. - - she didn't even told me before! Wahhh. What's funny about this story you say? That cellphone rang and when she answered it, I saw the wallpaper of the cellphone.. It's the wallpaper I used to use when I was using that phone. It's a picture of me and my boyfriend.. Ohhhh my gawd. How can I be sooo stupid of forgetting to erase it?! I was so speechless I can't say anything to my mom.. Arghh.. I also told that to my boyfriend, we end up just laughing because of my stupidity. HAHA!
Tomorrow is my mom's birthday - - I have no money so I don't have anything to give her.. LOL. How can I be soo poor at a time like this? :(
10:12 AM
Boys night out, haha! See that guy? The one who has a green shirt on his shoulder, that's my boyfriend. HAHA! They went to Puerto Galera, he keeps bragging that he has the only good looking body with all of them in there. HAHA! Okay fine.
I wasn't in a good mood last night, I don't know.. I am always pissed about something not really important, and when I just think about it.. I can't stop myself from asking..Why am I mad or pissed about it anyway? It's not a big deal.. Or maybe my PMS is coming, is that why? Argh..
I've been waiting for the confirmation of my credit card in Banco De Oro, I really need that, and I need to earn a lot of money,too - - Well, since I'm the one going to pay for my bills starting today. At the moment, I am struggling because I want to workout but I can't, I am always sleepy, is it because ever since summer started I always lack sleep? Argh.. for sure I would have sleepy days at school,SOON.
I am so much bored. I guess, I would always rant and tell my daily routine here, every now and then..I am playing Ozworld Global again, OZ is a really very boring game, I don't know why I still play it. LMAO.
Wifi sucks big time, soo if you want to change your connection, BE SURE NOT TO PICK WIFI!!!
Labels: boring, boyfriend, boys, june, money, mood, wifi
Saturday, June 2, 2007
4:48 PM
Yes, and finally a new home.. ( I do get a lot of new homes,huh..) This would be the last. I do get so emotional over so many things that I intend to sacrifice things, like my websites.. yeah.. I think I've already wasted 2 domains, and a lot of subdomains. sheesh..
Today is June 2.. OMG, Yeah.. It's already June.. just a few more days and school is back. Oh no.. projects, recitations, exams, paper works, assignments.. and stuffs again!! Argh.. don't you hate those days? I don't get it why a lot of people especially in the online world are so much excited about school, while me, myself don't even dream to go to school just yet! HAHA! Well, ofcoarse I want to see my classmates and friends y'know..
Anyways, Monday is going to be my Mom's birthday. Would you believe I almost forgot about it? We are going to eat our dinner at Shangrilla Hotel Plaza. Whohooo! One thing I love about hotels is that they have restaurants that offers buffet.. and when there is buffet - - there's a lot of sushi! <333HAHA I am thinking which is safer to eat? HAHA. Sometimes I am just so stupid.
June has so many events, and one of those events is our 1st Anniversary. Yeahhhh. My boyfriend and I finally reached 1 year together. I can't believe it, but I am sooo much happy! Errr.. I still don't have a gift to give it to him,though.. hmmm.. What should I give to him anyway?? Any ideas?
Ohh my Gawd. You would never believe this.. This summer, I lost 15+lbs! HAHA! Which makes me feel sick, because just earlier.. I ate a whole bunch of gelatin from Goldilocks.. Yeah lol a lunch full of sweets! HAHA!
Labels: anniversay, birthday, events, june, new home, school, weight loss
