Sunday, July 1, 2007
9:27 AM
I know. I know, I should have posted this on my loveblog, but HAHA I am so happy.. I can't post it there for my boyfriend to read it, NOOO HAHA! I'm too shy for him to know what I am feeling at this point.
After the long silence, busy on school works and just about everything..we manage to talk about what's up with us lately.. we weren't really spending that much time for us..there are times when I have to go to family gatherings, and he has to do things his parents are asking for.. Sometimes, we also have to spend time with our friends.. - - - Yes, we still spend time with friends, not because we are together doesn't mean we don't have time to have fun,already. Well, don't get me wrong, we are happy when we are together but spending time with friends is also different..
Plus, the fact school is here, exams.. projects.. are getting to my nervess.. arghhh.
Anyways, haha.. I don't know what to say..I'm speechless when he told me..
I love you.. cuz I think.. YOU ARE THE ONE..
like omg.. is that you? haha.. I can't explain anymore what I feel..I'm just really happy..
then.. he adds.. I love you so so so so much.. I know it's wrong.. but I still love you that much..
Yeah.. if you think about it.. it's wrong to love someone too much.. yet it made me really happy.. and actually.. I am taking GOD for everything.. what we've been through..thanking God.. for everything.. how we met..- - - THANK GOD.. WE HAVE MET! Omg.. I am just so happy.. I can't stop my feelings.. to God and HIM..
People often laugh at us.. because there are times.. before our date ends.. we go to the Church.. I don't even know what's funny about that.. haha.. but I think.. what we did was really good.. thanking God, for the time we are together.. for the blessings and all that..
OMG.. my words are soo... - - - I can't understand what I am saying anymore.. it's just that I am happy.. that's it!
Monday, June 25, 2007
5:03 PM
It is all about the CONFIDENCE.
Argh.. I have just lost 5lbs haha!
Anyways, I still have to lose 20lbs more.. I just hope after 2 weeks I could get a difference..
I bought this Shapeworks plus the Oolong tea.. which makes me pee like crazy haha!
Argh.. after the photoshoot last night..
I just felt like an obese.. gawd.
Why did I ate so much before anyway? argh.
Friday, June 22, 2007
5:18 PM
Damn, school is back, I thought I won't be so busy - - I guess I was wrong, I am so damn busy.. every single day.. my schedule isn't really good to start with, conflict with this,conflict with that.. arghh.. I also have 1hour break every MWF - - - which sucks..
I bought a new phone haha! I love my motorola v3x.. but i just got tired of it.. I love my Sony Ericson W710i now! muahahah! Okay, so a little update in my life right now is - - I am looking for a part time job - - any job will do, ofcoarse only decent jobs. I have one with Sis Jo, According to her I am a good spokes person.. so she asked my help to take orders of the make-ups she would be selling.. and give me extra cash for every product I sell.. HAHA! That job is great, but then again, not all girls are interested - - some maybe interested but I don't think everyone would be buying - - btw! All those make-ups that she would sell are really good (Since, most of the make-ups she would be selling are been tested by me..so I assure you.. haha..it would be soo FAB! - - I don't think I am ugly for me to sell that to you guys.. hehehehe) I am also looking forward to Starbucks,since I am interested to have a part time job there as well.. on top of that, my communication skill will also enhance.. don't you think? I am still looking for more.. do you know any part time jobs? ( Except blog2earn type of job..I really don't want to earn using the net or in front of my computer.. Actually, I really don't want to be in front of the computer that much at all)
I am soo bankrupt.. I bought something worth 2000pesos.. and up.. gawd.. I'll just tell you when I found some effects on that..
Saturday, June 16, 2007
7:46 AM
HAHA What a hiatus. I've been really busy! Argh. Busy with the kikaydiary.. the loveblog and ofcoarse school! I am so much working on my kikayblog since I really want to work with the traffic and stuffs, I tell you, It's hard to update that blog, I'm not a guru in beauty tips so I have to research more to share it with some girls, especially to those moms that have gone pregnancy and stuffs, but I am very happy to help and gave them tips and advices.. HAHA ( What makes me more happy, I don't think I would have a problem like them since I think I would already know what to do..)
I want to go to the gym,everyone is telling me how slim I got now - - well comparing from before, I did lose weight.. but I still feel fat, I even think my tummy got a little bulky.( If that's the term..)
Anyways, yesterday I went to Greenhills to buy books for school. I also went to Vmall and browsing the cellphone shops, My friend has this really cute cute phone. It has MP3, camera,has bluetooth,infrared, - - - and all those stuffs I've always wanted and it also has FITNESS ( one thing that attracts me) It can calculate how many calories you've been burning that time.. now, that's for me! HAHA! I don't like my Motorola RAZR V3x now. boooo. I want the SE w710i haha! It's not that new anymore, but I still want it, and I'm going to have it no matter what haha! KIDDING! I want that, I might swap may cellphone for that one!
School is fun.. but my schedule is sooo argh. I always have a 1 hr break.. argh.. how hassle is that? How can I go to SM with that time limit?! Every tuesday I have a 4hour break.. which allows me to go to SM - - -unfortunately my friends can't go.. since they have classes in between those time.. Argh. It's good that Art has a vacant of like.. 3 hours or so.. He told me every tuesday we could go out and go to SM if I like.. haha! Too bad, my friends can't come.. boohooo :(
Anyways, wish me luck! Later I am going to attend the Teentalk EB. It's a mini EB, for cuties joke! HAHA! I'll go shop for my stuffs.. I have to buy a new blush from BodyShop and a concealer from Nichido since, I'm having these eyebags argh.. Sometimes, I just can't sleep. hmpp!
Oh my gawd, before I forget, yesterday I went to bench fix.. for the threading of my eyebrows, swear.. I almost cried.. IT HURTS A LOT - - BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why does it always hurts to be beautiful? THAT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
7:59 PM
I love you guys. Thanks for everyone's concern about my situation. I still rather be silent about it.. Anyways, enough about that.
Yesterday is the time when I first ate Kare-Kare ( as of year 2007 ) This is the only time when I ate Kare-kare again. I love it! I've always love Kare-kare.. and it made me soo full. YUM YUM!
School starts tomorrow, unfortunately I am having insomnia.. I'm really not that excited to go to school, I am always sleepy but I can't sleep. I don't know.. maybe because I am always sleeping late this summer, that affects my daily routine, the time when should I be asleep, and the time when I should be asleep. Pimple breakouts are all over me. My face itches a lot. Blemishes and pimples are there,too.
Anyways, I would manage to work it out. What is giving me some trouble is I always want to sleep during daytime and I can't manage to sleep at night.. It's so hard.
Oh yeah. I made a kikayblog..
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KIKAYBLOG CLICK HEREOh yeah.. I want to plug my love blog. My boyfriend posted something LOL funny.
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LOVEBLOGSchool's back, sleep early!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
9:00 PM
I am so not happy right now. I just can't tell right now for what reason I am sad. I don't know, like would anyone even listen? I really want to talk to my friends, but I don't know if they would take it seriously - - - I was really never serious about things I always tell them. They only laugh about it, sometimes what I am telling them really means a lot to me. But I guess, since I was always funny, they thought that everything that I'm gonna tell them is funny,too.
I really wanted to tell someone about it. But to who? I have tons of people I could talk to.. but I am afraid..You know what's funnier? I don't know where I am afraid. I am just afraid to tell them what I feel.
It's hard when almost all of your friends are guys, sometimes I just don't think they would understand me. I don't know why I have less girlfriends, it sucks you know. I just hope I have that someone whom I trust like I trust my boyfriend. Something I could tell her everything. Someone I could cry and laugh with - - - hang out with. Everyone always tells me, I am lucky. Unfortunately,I am not. I have friends, but I don't have the IT friend. You know what I mean?
It's sooo hard :( I feel so sad. I wanna cry but I can't. Tears won't fall from my eyes, but my heart aches. - - - that's what I feel.. and that's more painful.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
10:35 PM
Today, I officially made a loveblog of me and my boyfriend haha! My first post is how we have met and stuffs.. visit it! HAHA! And, if you are interested do read my first post, it's really funny. Anyways.. It's written in tagalog..
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LOVEBLOGI will just plug it this time. I really don't want everyone to know what's going on with us.. though I would appreciate my friends, who care about me to read it hehehe..
I want tp re-open my kikayfairy blog, but I can't seem to find any layout for it, I love the layout Sheryl made, but it seems it has errors on the pages section, I still have to contact her.. I love the layout because it looks more professional.. - - - Well, Sheryl is really good at making wordpress themes anyway.. it's expected to be like that.
Oh my gawd. I am so sleepy..
